Sunday, May 27, 2007

This ugly reality.

"You try to stop it but it keeps on coming."-Trent Reznor

I'm tired of this shit....I really am. I've spent ten months of my life once again in school doing something that I don't want to do and I can't seem to get a break.

I'd just recieved word from my Mom on Friday that that bitch of a Guidance Councelor extended my school year for a extra two weeks without anybody even telling me.

THESE PEOPLE ARE DRIVING ME FUCKING NUTS!!!!!!

Example 1: Me-I go to school for three months straight.

Them-They say that I haven't been to school in over a month!

Example 2: Me-I passed my finals in BOTH, Art class and in English class.

Them-They say I was never there to take the finals.

Example 3:Me-I go to school for ten months.

Them-They extend my year for a extra two weeks.

I mean, do I look like some sort of  Robot? I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM NOT A FUCKING ANIMAL!!!!!!!!

I am not made to work all day 24/7! I can hardly stay focused on more important things, like, Um...I don't know, maybe that thing called "MYSELF"!!!

Everyday, It's something new with these motherfucking people!

I just want to be left alone!!!!! It's bad enough, that I haven't been on a vacation in over a year in a half or that my life is a complicated mess that I have to deal with on top of this shit or even the fact that I'm gonna be working two jobs this Summer without a vacation in sight once again!!!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired of all of this shit! Why can't I just be left alone for like a month?!

Why is nothing ever good enough for these fucking people?!

Just give me the chance to get out of this place and I'll have a smile on my face as wide as the Joker's, I swear!!!!!

I'm just so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so,so FRUSTRATED!!!!!

Sometimes I just want to....SCREAM!

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