"The tides that I tried to swim against, have broke me down upon my knees."-Chris Martin
I'll admit it....I rushed into my decision about choosing between Solange and Mia, WAY too fast!
Since my last post about this entire thing, I've grown even closer to Mia and meanwhile, I have grown further apart from Solange.
The thing is, I just don't feel the same chemistry from Solange that I seem to feel for Mia. I guess, this is because Mia is much more into me and my interests than Solange is.
Solange is more of a girl who a guy's parents would recommend for him, while on the other hand, Mia is the type of girl who sits in the back of the classroom by herself and gets lost in her own beautiful, artistic little world.
When it comes down to it, both girls are VERY different from each other and to be honest, I have much more in common with Mia than I do with Solange.
Example: SOLANGE
1. I gave Solange her certificate that she'd forgotten from the program in which we both attended and as a reaction she showed alot of gratitude and apprieciaton towards me, since I'd held her Certificate for about a week for her.
*The thing was, I still didn't feel any chemistry between us at all even after I'd went through all of that trouble for her.*
Example: MIA
1. Mia made me a painting while we were in class and when I got home that night, I had framed it and then I gave it back to her as a little unexspected present the next morning and as a result, She nearly began to break out into tears when she told me that nobody had ever done anything like that for her, after that we walked with each other for two hours.
*As a result, I felt like I'd done something special for a deserving person and in return, she made me feel special by taking a two hour walk with me until third period started.*
Now, for the past week, I haven't seen Solange anywhere and none of the messages that I sent to her ever got replied, even though, they are all marked as "Read" in my "Sent" mail section.
Mia on the other hand has told her father about me and my hobbies and especially my love for the greatest band to ever live, U2 and she told me that her father was impressed with what she told him about me. Mia, has also cheered me up quite a few times over the past week since my guidance counselor has constantly been bothering me about every little thing that I do.
A few days ago, during my Art class, I drew Mia a (In my opinion) alright looking abstract picture and when I gave it to her the next day, She smiled and then gently rubbed my hand.
But no matter how close I've gotten to her over the past few Months, especially this past week, I've maintained a sense of reality. And that reality is, She's got a boyfriend.
Plain and simple....Mia is taken and there is nothing that I can do to change that. I may love her to death and even be willing to give her the entire universe but reality is reality.
Where this road takes me, I don't know....but I'm still NOT going to give up hope on something possibly working out between Mia and I.

Mia....my forbidden treasure....for now anyway.
I'll admit it....I rushed into my decision about choosing between Solange and Mia, WAY too fast!
Since my last post about this entire thing, I've grown even closer to Mia and meanwhile, I have grown further apart from Solange.
The thing is, I just don't feel the same chemistry from Solange that I seem to feel for Mia. I guess, this is because Mia is much more into me and my interests than Solange is.
Solange is more of a girl who a guy's parents would recommend for him, while on the other hand, Mia is the type of girl who sits in the back of the classroom by herself and gets lost in her own beautiful, artistic little world.
When it comes down to it, both girls are VERY different from each other and to be honest, I have much more in common with Mia than I do with Solange.
Example: SOLANGE
1. I gave Solange her certificate that she'd forgotten from the program in which we both attended and as a reaction she showed alot of gratitude and apprieciaton towards me, since I'd held her Certificate for about a week for her.
*The thing was, I still didn't feel any chemistry between us at all even after I'd went through all of that trouble for her.*
Example: MIA
1. Mia made me a painting while we were in class and when I got home that night, I had framed it and then I gave it back to her as a little unexspected present the next morning and as a result, She nearly began to break out into tears when she told me that nobody had ever done anything like that for her, after that we walked with each other for two hours.
*As a result, I felt like I'd done something special for a deserving person and in return, she made me feel special by taking a two hour walk with me until third period started.*
Now, for the past week, I haven't seen Solange anywhere and none of the messages that I sent to her ever got replied, even though, they are all marked as "Read" in my "Sent" mail section.
Mia on the other hand has told her father about me and my hobbies and especially my love for the greatest band to ever live, U2 and she told me that her father was impressed with what she told him about me. Mia, has also cheered me up quite a few times over the past week since my guidance counselor has constantly been bothering me about every little thing that I do.
A few days ago, during my Art class, I drew Mia a (In my opinion) alright looking abstract picture and when I gave it to her the next day, She smiled and then gently rubbed my hand.
But no matter how close I've gotten to her over the past few Months, especially this past week, I've maintained a sense of reality. And that reality is, She's got a boyfriend.
Plain and simple....Mia is taken and there is nothing that I can do to change that. I may love her to death and even be willing to give her the entire universe but reality is reality.
Where this road takes me, I don't know....but I'm still NOT going to give up hope on something possibly working out between Mia and I.

Mia....my forbidden treasure....for now anyway.
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