Insomnia.

"Falling is easy, it's getting back up that becomes the problem."-Aaron Lewis

I'm still pretty pissed off but I'm trying to calm down.

I litterally haven't said a word in seven hours and counting. I haven't slept for two and a half days now. I tried to a few hours ago but I can't. I lay down, close my eyes for about ten minutes but I can't sleep.

This is really bothering me. I feel so fucking used right now, it's not even funny.

I'm sitting her on my laptop typing this but I can't even speak out a word right now. I'm....pissed off.

Beyond pissed off.

I don't know how long it's going to take me to get over this entire thing but....I'm pissed right now.

I usually have a solution for most of my problems but this one....I can't think of anything that can help.

I swear when or IF I fall asleep, I'm gona wake up with my sleep paralysis.

It's funny how love can turn into utter anger in a matter of seconds.

Like I said, I don't know how or even when I'm gonna overcome this but I think I'll find a solution to it as time goes on.

I don't know, maybe I just need to talk to one of my friends or go out and be alone or maybe even something else but....I've got to get the fuck out of this house or I'm going to go nuts.

My life is in the shitter once again.

My Girlfriend is cheating on me, I haven't slept for days, I've been in this house for ten days straight, I want to go home, My Knees are fucking killing me, I have to be bothered with yet another fucking school within a days (With a uniform code this time.), My Boss is threatening to fire my ass, My Mom is complaining about my thoughts of joining the Military next year, My Sleep Paralysis is starting to come back, My brand new CD player broke, My room at home is a mess, I don't have any time to myself and I've been very on edge latley.

Every year around this time....my life goes to hell.

I would sleep if I could but hey, I can't.

Anyway, If anyone is available to hang out today or tomorrow or any day during the weekend just PLEASE message me or leave me a comment, I can really use the company right now.