One of those days.

"There are days where I wish I could just close my door and make everyone and everything disappear."-Paul (In Treatment)

Have you ever just woken up and you were just annoyed with everything around you? Everything just seemed to piss you off?

Today is just one of those days. Everything and everyone seem to be pissing me off beyond belief.

It's the worst. I'm just so, so, so, so irratated and annoyed by....everything today.

I woke up, tried to write for a while but I couldn't concentrate. I tried to draw a few sketches of my

characters and they kept coming out messed up and then my mom keeps interupting me and harrassing me to go to the store for her and then I tried to write this blog for over a hour and I still couldn't concentrate until after I came back from the store.

On top of that, It's the last day of my vacation and I really don't feel like being bothered with that goddamn school tomorrow and on top of that, I've got a fucking mouse in my room and it's bugging the shit out of me.

But something that's REALLY, REALLY, REALLY bothering me are the constant flashbacks and memories of last January and this past month.

It's just one of those days. I don't feel like doing anything or being bothered with anything. Like fuck, everything just really bothers me. It's like being in a room full of smoke without any windows, vents or doors.

Your just trapped and irritated by your situation.

It's overwhelming. I can't describe how it feels exactly but the best I could do is describe it as very stressful and frustrating.

I don't know, maybe I'll feel better in a little while.