Loser.

"Beggers can't be choosers."-Jack Burton

So, the results of both the Coldplay contest and the Supernatural writing contest have been posted and I lost both of them.

I wasn't even chosen for the Coldplay tickets but in the Writing contest, I got third (Last) place.

It was ten applicants in the writing contest and I was number three. I'm not happy with my results. I'm just not as good of a writer as I thought I was.

Stan Lee was ten years old when he entered a writing cometition three weeks in a row and actually won three weeks in a row. I, being such the fuck-up that I am, can't even win one contest in which only ten people entered.

I became number three in a ten person spot and although everyone says that I won the competition, I don't care, I still fell that I lost.

I'm a perfectionist and I simply can't live with being number three. Sure, it was my first contest ever and sure there were only three spots to go around and I got one of them but none the less, I'm still a loser. I lost.

In a presidential race, number three doesn't become the President of the United States of America, do they? In a sports championship, the team in third place doesn't win the trophy, do they? In any competition, third place is worst than shit and it just says alot about me to lose once again. I'm a fucking disgrace.

Here are the results: HERE

I don't know. I just seem to be born to disappoint and be disappointed.