Pariah.

"I don't invite this shit into my life, it just finds me."-Carlito Brigante

I can't get a break! It's like every single day is bringing me more and more shit.

Everything has been going good this fall and once again, my past is catching up with me. And when I say my past, I speak of the one who shall not be named, Mia!

I just got word today, a few seconds ago, that she's gonna be coming to my new school. I mean, what the fuck?! I can't get away from this shit.

I can see it now, how things are gonna be. It's un-fucking-believable!

There is no goddamn way I'm gonna be able to fucking concentrate on my work with her around. It's hard to imagine but think of her as someone who will always be behind you, looking over your shoulder to see what you're doing 24/7. Annoying.

Not just that, but the stress that I get from even thinking about her and the things we went through over a year ago is painful and bad enough, let alone, her and her fucking boyfriend coming to the same school as me, which only has one floor.

I swear, if there is a god, he's got it out for me because he's sending the goddamn devil to ruin my life once again.

It's gonna be hell at that place, as if it wasn't bad enough for me to be there already.

Give me rats! Give me bugs! Anything, except this girl again.

I can't take this shit anymore.

I mean, how, HOW can this really be happening to me? This is something I'd write in a script of mine, not something that happens to me in real life!

I just don't get it. Why me?!

Wasn't it enough that I forgave her and left her in my past? Wasn't it enough that she brought on one of the worst experiences of my entire life? Wasn't it enough?

There is no fucking way that I can possibly understand how this has happened.

It feels like, no matter where I go or how far I run, Mia will always catch up to me and ruin my life over and over and over and over and over again.

It's like, I can't get a....just forget it.

Here we go again....