"So you don't know where you're going but you wanna talk? I bet you feel like you're going where you've been before."-Chris Martin
It's been a very remarkable day, internally. For a sunday, it wasn't all that bad. It's 5 AM on a monday morning right now and I haven't been to sleep since yesterday at 2 PM. I've been working on those two power-point presentations and autobiography that I need to have done in a few hours before school starts.
I took my predictor test last friday at school but I haven't gotten my results back from that or the script contest results from supernaturalfanwiki.wetpaint.com yet either but I'm learning patience as the days go by.
I'm still not done with the autobiography yet but I'm working hard on it. I don't like to speak too much about my past but I'm used to omitting things from my writing anyway if it's something I'd rather not talk about.
Something really strange happened to me the other day: I kept giving my grandfather numbers to play in the lottery but the results kept coming back with the same exact numbers but in a different form than I'd given them. It kinda got under my skin! I'm over it now. Everything's not lost, I suppose.
But! The weirdness didn't stop there for me this past week! I had a dream before I woke up at 2 PM yesterday afternoon. In the dream, I was walking around the city with a girl who was my daughter that came from the future to my present. The interesting thing was that when I asked her about my life in the future, she constantly refused to answer me. It's kinda vague and blurry in my head but I think her name was Cassandra (as I always hoped to name my daughter, if I ever had one; It's the name of Batgirl II).
She was a very pretty girl, about my complexion and about '5,11". The only other thing that I remember about the dream was that we were standing on the 2 train platform early in the morning and there was snow around on the platform but not a lot, so I'm guessing it was in the mid-winter season. I remember feeling cold, as if I was really there, and that was the end of the dream.
I swear though, it felt so real! I wonder if it'll come true one day, just me and my future daughter spending the day together. I'm not particularly religious (to say the LEAST!) but it made me feel as if there was something more out there. I felt as if there was a bigger purpose to my life; it was almost as if a bigger destiny awaited me.
I wonder what it meant....
Well anyway, I've gotta get back to my assignment for school. Talk to you all later....!
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