"If we cannot alter the tide of events, at least we can be there to mop up." - Q
It's been awhile, but I just wanted to take a moment to reflect on things before what might just become one of the most important days of my life. Today will be the second day of the 2011 New York Comic-Con for me and I'm planning on introducing a script of mine to Peter David and J.K. Woodward. I began working on the script last July and its actually been apart of the reason why I haven't been available to blog on here for a bit but, nonetheless, if Mr. David accepts that script in the morning that I worked so endlessly hard on then I think it will've been all worth the while for my little hiatus away from my blog page. Just a tiny bit.
I won't lie, though: I'm a bit of a nervous wreck right now, and I have been for the past week or so just to tell it straight. Either way, the morning will either be a great success for me or a great failure; Neither of which will be the first time I've experienced either. Of course, I'm only human though.... and while I'd much prefer the former over the latter, I suppose that life sometimes has other plans for us.
But I am nervous. As Hell. Like, certifiably. I feel like Sam Winchester before Stull Cemetery, Luke Skywalker before the Battle of Yavin, or like Kyle Reese at the Cyberdyne factory.
The way I see it, tomorrow can go either one or two ways:
1) By this time tomorrow, I'll be on the verge of finally becoming a published writer with much thanks to give to Peter David and J.K. Woodward for giving me a way to pay for my mom's much-needed eye surgery.
or
2) I'll be sitting here writing about how much of a massive loser, piece of shit, failure I am.
Once again, I'd much prefer the former, but - as evident on this blog page - I haven't been unfamiliar with the latter part either.
We'll see how it goes....
It's been awhile, but I just wanted to take a moment to reflect on things before what might just become one of the most important days of my life. Today will be the second day of the 2011 New York Comic-Con for me and I'm planning on introducing a script of mine to Peter David and J.K. Woodward. I began working on the script last July and its actually been apart of the reason why I haven't been available to blog on here for a bit but, nonetheless, if Mr. David accepts that script in the morning that I worked so endlessly hard on then I think it will've been all worth the while for my little hiatus away from my blog page. Just a tiny bit.
I won't lie, though: I'm a bit of a nervous wreck right now, and I have been for the past week or so just to tell it straight. Either way, the morning will either be a great success for me or a great failure; Neither of which will be the first time I've experienced either. Of course, I'm only human though.... and while I'd much prefer the former over the latter, I suppose that life sometimes has other plans for us.
But I am nervous. As Hell. Like, certifiably. I feel like Sam Winchester before Stull Cemetery, Luke Skywalker before the Battle of Yavin, or like Kyle Reese at the Cyberdyne factory.
The way I see it, tomorrow can go either one or two ways:
1) By this time tomorrow, I'll be on the verge of finally becoming a published writer with much thanks to give to Peter David and J.K. Woodward for giving me a way to pay for my mom's much-needed eye surgery.
or
2) I'll be sitting here writing about how much of a massive loser, piece of shit, failure I am.
Once again, I'd much prefer the former, but - as evident on this blog page - I haven't been unfamiliar with the latter part either.
We'll see how it goes....
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