The color of gray.

"I just want something, I can never have."-Trent Reznor

I'm an honest person. The time has come for me to be honest with myself.

I'm always going to be alone. Nobody will ever know just how alone I am.

Everything, that I have....I've gotten it alone. Everywhere, I've been....I've been there alone. All the places I'll go....I'll be alone.

I've always been alone and I always will. I've come to great terms within myself to say these things....I've finally accepted it.

It's not that nobody cares for me, it's just that I'm a hard person to understand. I have a unique way of seeing things.

Everyone always has advice to give me but none of them are as lonley as I am.

Through all my problems, all my hatred, all my life....I've been by myself.

Nobody has ever been there to replace my grey heart with a colored one....the reason why is because, It's impossible.

I'm a loner. I always have been and I always will be.

I don't know if, I'm going to be as great as some people think I will be and I don't know if I'm going to be as terrible as some people think me out to be but either way, I'm on my destiny's path....Alone.

Good things come and go for me, that's just the way my life is. Nobody wants to except it but it's the truth....for me anyway.

Sure, I wish that I could just kill my feelings away but in the end, I can't.

It's lived too long inside of me....my lonliness has become apart of me.

It's beyond repair, It's beyond redemption, It's beyond understanding and It's beyond anything you can imagine.

I don't tell many people about how alone I am because it always leads into a debate or a argument....and although I'm good at getting my point across to people, some things should just be kept to myself.

I've got lots of secrets....more than you'll ever know.

There's a reason for my kindness....I've seen things throughout my lifetime. I've been through things throughout my lifetime. I've made vowes to myself throughout my lifetime.

I'm a lonley soul....I always will be. You may think that this is a phase that I'm going through but it's not. It's deeper than what you think.

I live within my heart and I see with my mind....It's something nobody on this planet will ever understand.

There are just some things that are meant for most people that I. Just. Can. Not. Have.

Most people talk about how much they are alone....they have no fucking clue.

Let's just say that if I was the last person on this planet....I probably wouldn't feel less alone than what I do now.

I'm not abandoned....there's simply nobody there to abandon me.

I was born alone and I'm gonna leave....alone.