"There is no love here and there is no pain."-Trent Reznor
I honestly don't know what it is. I can't even really esplain it. I just woke up with the most indescribable aura around me, today.
I feel like trash and trreasure at the same time but the worst thing is, I don't know why. Everything is alright, everything is calming down but it's just something that I can't quite put my finger on that's REALLY bugging me.
Nobody has done anything to me, and nothing bad has happened to me....it's just a weird feeling that I can't shake.
It feels like I'm forgetting to do or say something but I don't know what it is that I have to do. I've NEVER, EVER, EVER felt this way before.
I'm not angry, sad or depressed....just....it's indescribable.
It's like a fly in the middle of the summer that's just bugging you while your trying to relax but you can't seem to catch it.
I went to school today, saw a few people that I knew, I still couldn't shake this feeling.
I got on the train, to come home....I purposly missed my stop because I STILL couldn't shake this weird feeling.
I finally get back home....nobody is here. I'm still in this crazy state and I just don't know why.
I was trying to write a bit of my stories on my lunch break but I couldn't finish because something is bothering me.
It could be something that someone said to me that's bugging me but, still, nothing. I can't think of anything that anyone has said or done that's annoying the shit out of me.
It's just one of those things....
Perhaps it could just be that my current situation in life isn't satisfying me or perhaps I'm just lonley as usual.
If anything, I'm just lonley but it's something more than that. It's something deeper.
It's a feeling of alot of different things at once....the only word to describe it is "Indescribable".
I'm feeling lonley, misplaced, and content all at once.
I don't necessarily feel good and I don't really feel all that bad.
The thing is, I just don't know why I'm feeling this way.
I've never felt like this before. I don't know if it's a good or bad way to feel because it's simply indescribable.
It's soooo hard to esplain. I wish I could be more detailed this time but, I just don't know.
Could it be that, I'm overwhelmed by lonliness or could this just be something new?
There are things that I want and have wanted for a long time but I've never seemed to find them....I wonder if that could be what's bugging me.
I don't know....I'll figure it out though. I always do.
I honestly don't know what it is. I can't even really esplain it. I just woke up with the most indescribable aura around me, today.
I feel like trash and trreasure at the same time but the worst thing is, I don't know why. Everything is alright, everything is calming down but it's just something that I can't quite put my finger on that's REALLY bugging me.
Nobody has done anything to me, and nothing bad has happened to me....it's just a weird feeling that I can't shake.
It feels like I'm forgetting to do or say something but I don't know what it is that I have to do. I've NEVER, EVER, EVER felt this way before.
I'm not angry, sad or depressed....just....it's indescribable.
It's like a fly in the middle of the summer that's just bugging you while your trying to relax but you can't seem to catch it.
I went to school today, saw a few people that I knew, I still couldn't shake this feeling.
I got on the train, to come home....I purposly missed my stop because I STILL couldn't shake this weird feeling.
I finally get back home....nobody is here. I'm still in this crazy state and I just don't know why.
I was trying to write a bit of my stories on my lunch break but I couldn't finish because something is bothering me.
It could be something that someone said to me that's bugging me but, still, nothing. I can't think of anything that anyone has said or done that's annoying the shit out of me.
It's just one of those things....
Perhaps it could just be that my current situation in life isn't satisfying me or perhaps I'm just lonley as usual.
If anything, I'm just lonley but it's something more than that. It's something deeper.
It's a feeling of alot of different things at once....the only word to describe it is "Indescribable".
I'm feeling lonley, misplaced, and content all at once.
I don't necessarily feel good and I don't really feel all that bad.
The thing is, I just don't know why I'm feeling this way.
I've never felt like this before. I don't know if it's a good or bad way to feel because it's simply indescribable.
It's soooo hard to esplain. I wish I could be more detailed this time but, I just don't know.
Could it be that, I'm overwhelmed by lonliness or could this just be something new?
There are things that I want and have wanted for a long time but I've never seemed to find them....I wonder if that could be what's bugging me.
I don't know....I'll figure it out though. I always do.
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