"DaiQuan, the bad guy."

"Don't want to hear about it, Everyone's got a story to tell."-Jack White

Everything is always my fault. I swear, if the skies fall one day, I'll probably be blamed for it.

For as long as I could remember, I was being blamed for something.

Today must set a new record!

From waking up and doing what my Brother was supposed to be doing to going back and forth to the store all day to getting pissed off at my Grandmother for making fun of me to finally getting blamed for my Mom's recent condition....today has not been all that great.

MORNING

7 AM: My Brother wakes me up out of a DEEP and comfortable sleep to go take care of my Great-Grandmother....something that he gets PAID to do since my Mom isn't ready for work yet.

8 AM: My Mom (Who is now home.) sends me to the store, while my brother gets to sleep and shift his responsobilities onto me.

8:30 AM: After returning home from the store, my mom tells me to take the bag of Bannanas that I'd bought, back to the store because ONE of them got mashed.

9 AM: After giving my Great-Grandmother her cereal for breakfast, she says that I didn't put enough sugar in her coffee when in fact I'd put half a cup of sugar in it. Afterwards, she says it's still not sweet enough for her.

AFTERNOON

12 PM: My Grandmother comes to my home resulting in her pissing me off....once again. By her making stupid comments like "Your gonna be in High School with a full grown beard." and just pushing all of the wrong buttons just to piss me off even more, I was forced to tell her that she was simply annoying which made the tables turn on her by everyone laghing at her.

3 PM: My Mom goes to the Doctor because she claims that she wasn't feeling well. And for some reason, she once again finds some way to blame me for her sickness. As I recall, these were her words: "DaiQuan, when I get back, things are gonna change around here. Everything I ask you to do ends up like pulling teeth!

I don't know, if it keeps going like this, your gonna have to go stay with your father because I can't do it anymore."

It's always my fault....ANYTHING that goes bad is always my fault. My Mom says that anything that she asks me to do is like pulling teeth? Well, I think that's just plain bullshit!

I mean, Who was it that was there everyday visiting her and taking care of her while she was at the Hospital for ten hours a day?

Who was it that has been taking care of her while she's been home?

Who was it that runs out to the store damn near ten times a day for her?

Who was it that sacrificed his whole summer vacation running around taking care of her business because she couldn't do it?

And finally but damn sure not least, who was it that's never asked for anything in return?

Me, that's who.

I just can't understand it, while everyone sits around on their asses all day and hasn't done nearly as much as

I have for her, She found a way to blame me for her conditon.

If there is anyone to blame for her condition, all she has to do is look in the mirror.

She's the one that blows everything out of proportion.

She's the one that has been smoking since she was twelve.

She's the one that hasn't taken care of herself and somehow she finds a way to blame me? What. A. Load. Of. Shit.

This is the biggest problem with my family, especially. While everyone finds a way to blame me for their problems, Nobody takes any accountabiliy for themselves and their own problems. It's not right!

All I've ever done was try to be the best that I can be without worrying about what anyone else thinks of me but in the end, I'm always the one to get blamed for something.

It's always, either, I'm getting blamed for something, I'm being yelled at for something, someone is angry with me or someone is embarrassed of me.

I just feel so unappreciated at times.