Sounds of warning.

"Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky."-Trent Reznor

I'm tired as hell.

I'm sure you've probably felt it before, tired but not quite sleepy.

Anyway, this new place is stressing me the hell out with their rules and their mission statements and their preaching and their senseless bullshit.

But, it is better than Lehman, I'll give them that.

But still, these people are driving me fucking nuts.

Everything you do, it's breaking a rule.

You gotta go to the bathroom, "You don't have time to go to the bathroom."

Every five seconds, theres a new project you gotta do. Already, I've written two essays, done a collage and

I'm working on a "Autobiograhy" project and I've only been there for five days.

I'm tired.

You walk down the hall before class is out, they kick you out of the school.

You get up before the teacher tells you to, they escort you outta the school until the next day.

You come in late, they don't let you in the school.

You sit behind the wall in the cafeteria, they kick you out of the school.

You take your jacket off in the cafeteria while the long-winded fucks talk for litterally hours, they kick you out of the school.

You laugh at something and they don't find it funny, they kick you out of the school.

If your absent 6 out of 127 times, they kick you out.

If you don't wear their fucking uniform, they kick you out.

And the funny part is, they talk all this shit about how they're creative and open minded and artisticly free and all this other bullshit but their the ones forcing me to wear a uniform and shit, depriving me of my own creative freedom and self espression..

These people are so full of shit....but they're better than Lehman, buuuuuut they're still full of shit.

Seriously, though, I've never ran into so much bullshit as these people have given me over the past five days.

My Mom's against the Marines but she lets me come to this fucking place. It amazes me because this place is a cammand short of boot camp.

All I hear all day are these people's speaches and lectures and preaches about their remarkable work (They are so full of themselves.) and their mission statemements about succeeding in the real world and blah blah blah blah blah, ALL! DAMN! DAY!

And the kids! Oh my god....

These fucking kids make me want to slit my wrists and throat all at once. They stand up in the cafeteria, give these boring, meaningless bullshit opinion talks about their lives and exsperiences in their previous schools and there need to succeed and how much the place means to them and the crying and carrying on but when they get outside, I see them drinking and smoking and everything else.

The damn principle does some stupid clap and his asskisser, stupid students follow along with him and UNGH! It's so annoying.

But fuck it, I've got six months there and I'm out of school until I feel like coming back or IF I ever feel like going back so, whatever.

But seriously, I'm dying here. Sometimes, I think they make all thes rules just so people can break them.

Like, who is really not going to be absent six times in six months?

Or, who isn't going to be late a few times in six months? Especially in this city?! Shiiiiiit. You'd be lucky to make it down the street on time in this city.

HA! I should just tell them to read my blogs and use that as a Autobiography. (I crack me up. :)

But for real, this place trully is driving me nuts.