Symmetry of Renaissance.

"As far as I have gone, I knew what side I'm on."-Trent Reznor

And here we are. My 100th blog.

It's been a pretty interesting time getting to this point.

I seem to have gone through a lot more since I wrote my 50th post back in September.

Things have become much more complicated and clearer at the same time, since those days. I've become more and less complete at the same time.

Things have become both bitter and sweet. There isn't any black or white for me anymore, just gray.

I've had fun living life and in the meantime writing these blogs. It's been fun to go back and once again read all of my blogs, one by one and see how much I've both changed and remained the same.

I can't really believe how much time has passed by since I began this whole thing but it's been a interesting ride.

The future, for me, is written and unwritten.

One day, I'll look back on these times and see just how much these blogs have made a difference for me. It's a vent and a log all in one.

It takes time to constantly write blog after blog but It's all worth it once you've done it. I, personally, can see another part of myself grow and form with every blog that I choose to write.

Sometimes, I have good things to say. Other times I have bad things to say but I always have SOMETHING to say or talk about.

I'm never at a lack of words for my self-espression.

It's just cool for me to see those who are interested in the things that I have to say, good or bad, constantly comment and constantly listen to my words and thoughts.

I'm apprieciative of the readers that I've attracted and the people who actually take the time out to read these blogs. It means alot.

Sometimes, it's a flock of people to comment. Sometimes, It's only a few but in any case, it means alot to me that just one person has something to say about what I've written or had to say.

Latley, things have been kinda crazy with whatsername (I don't even want to say her name anymore.) but it seems like I've pulled through and I'm pulling through further with every passing day. Thanks to these blogs,

I've had some place to write and talk about my feelings when I haven't had anyone to tell in person.

All this started as a side project and evolved into one of my biggest projects ever.

It takes alot to write and perfect each blog but I try. I'm just happy that I have a place to write, whenever or whatever I feel and a place to have anyone read what I've written. That's all I want to do. Write and have the world listen to what I have to say and hopfully touch atleast one person with my words.

I've had a interesting time on this road, writing these blogs and I hope and plan to continue writing them for as long as possible.

And trust me, I'm gonna have ALOT to say in the future so as usual....stay tuned.

My 100th blog....wow.