"I try to get out but they pull me back in."-Michael Corleone
Irony is a haunting word in my life. Today has taught me a ironic lesson, all together: Never say never.
For example, I never thought I'd see Mia again, but I did today. This is really starting to piss me off.
It looks like I was mistaken about when she'd be entering the school; I thought it was in January but she started today unfortunatley. She's becoming a bittersweet annoyance, to tell the truth. Underline: BITTERSWEET.
Some days, I wonder if the constant run-ins are a sign of positive things to come between us but I find it hard to forget the unfortunate turn of events that ripped me apart from her last January. I'm not interested in anything that has her name involved in it anymore but it's hard for me not to be able to deal with her when life keeps throwing me back into the mix with her in it.
The thing nobody sees is how much I try to get away from her and the weird way she keeps re-entering my life as time goes by.
I don't know. I just find it really interesting how much she can't leave me alone.
Maybe this is another sign that I'll have to figure out, no matter if I like it or not.
It's eerie to think that the one girl I'm trying to forget, re-emerged in my life again for the billionth time out of the blue, un-planned. It's eerie and irritating.

On a better note, I found a merchant online, who was selling pre-recorded copies of Journeyman and Jack & Bobby, which are both currently unavailable to buy officially.
I watched all of the thirteen episodes of Journeyman straight-through without a break and I still can't believe that they took such a beautifully written and directed series off of the air. Some things are just hard to beleive, I guess.
I was never too sad about the WB being un-willing to renew Jack & Bobby back in 2004, partly because the show ended very well. It was a one season-series that came to a close that probably couldn't have gone any further. It was a series that came full circle by it's close and it was also greatly written and directed as Journeyman was; vice versa, etc. I just can't understand whyt that was never put on DVD though. Once again, some things are too dumb to believe, kinda like people's gullibility to believe in religion (the way I see it).
Speaking of religion, I got into a heated and passionate argument about my views on the subject against a girl who was raised in the protestant church. Let's just say, I won the argument with flying colors. But that was yesterday, today Mia re-entered my life. I hate this ordeal.
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