"The more I stay in here, the more It's not so clear."-Trent Reznor
And it keeps on coming!
The frustration, the demands, the obligations, the arguing....I'm sooooo tired of all of it. I just want to be left alone!
My family is driving me nuts! I'm mean NUTS!!!!!
Ever since my mom's misfortune a while ago, everyone is inviting themselves to my home!
Every five seconds, there's a knock on my door with somebody asking for a request out of me! Every five seconds, I'm distracted from the things that I have to get done!
It's like a mad house! I keep laghing at this whole thing but It's really not all that funny....It's more like me laughing at how full of shit they all are!
I swear, nobody ever gave a damn to come by and check up on my brother and I for the four years that we've lived here and now since my Mom is in the hospital, It's like everyone wants to put on their "Caring Masks" and give a damn....EVERYONE IS SO FULL OF SHIT!
It's not like any of them really do care about the upkeeping of my Great-Grandmother's home, they're just doing it for their image! They're just acting like they give a shit because they feel that they are "Supposed to."
I can't take it anymore! Today, I've counted over fifteen knocks at my door! All of them asking me to do something.
I wish they would just leave me alone! It's like I can't fucking breathe in my own home!
My Grandparents seem to think that this is their house so everything should be ran they way they see fit.
My Aunt and Uncle seem think that they can criticize the condition of my home right infront of me without me saying anything about it.
And the funniest thing about it is....none of them even live within a mile of my home! Hell, my Aunt and Uncle don't even live in this state but for some reason, they are all here all the time!
I really need to get out of this place! And I would be gone everyday if I could get away from all of their requests, every-fucking-five seconds!
It's as if i'm a goddamn slave, I'm not even joking.
I swear, if you were here for the past two weeks or so this is all you would hear:
1. "DaiQuan, can you go to the store for me?" (This is the most frequently asked request.)
2. "DaiQuan do you have ten dollars?" (They ask this as if i'm a ATM machine.)
3. "DaiQuan, can you sign this Paper?" (I MUST have the guennius world record for signed forms by now.)
4. "DaiQuan, do you have a plunger?" (They have asked this so many times I bought three, so that they
would just leave me alone!)
5. "DaiQuan, does your Mother have a culing Iron?" (HOW IN THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW?)
6. "DaiQuan, can you turn the channel for me?" (My Aunt asks this of me, EVERYTIME I pass the TV! The funny thing is, she are sitting right there!)
7. "DaiQuan, can you go to the Pharmacy and fax this for me?" (Sometimes, I think that I actually WORK for these people!)
And the funniest part of it is, when I'm sitting down trying to write a new story or get some work done in my room....THERE'S another knock at the door!
I'm sooooo tired of it all. I don't feel like speaking, they say I have an attitude. I don't want to do something for them, they ask me "What's wrong?" I was sitting down, reading (As usual.), they say I need to relax....this place is impossible!
Here we go again....someone is knocking at the goddamn door right now!
It's was my Cousin....asking for help with some bags down stairs, like nobody else can help her do it!
THEIR are five peoplw over there right now that could help her but she had to knock on my door.
This is the fifth time in the past twenty minutes that I had to help someone do something!
Jesus, I hope my Mom comes home soon or else I'm gonna have a stroke, my damn self!
And it keeps on coming!
The frustration, the demands, the obligations, the arguing....I'm sooooo tired of all of it. I just want to be left alone!
My family is driving me nuts! I'm mean NUTS!!!!!
Ever since my mom's misfortune a while ago, everyone is inviting themselves to my home!
Every five seconds, there's a knock on my door with somebody asking for a request out of me! Every five seconds, I'm distracted from the things that I have to get done!
It's like a mad house! I keep laghing at this whole thing but It's really not all that funny....It's more like me laughing at how full of shit they all are!
I swear, nobody ever gave a damn to come by and check up on my brother and I for the four years that we've lived here and now since my Mom is in the hospital, It's like everyone wants to put on their "Caring Masks" and give a damn....EVERYONE IS SO FULL OF SHIT!
It's not like any of them really do care about the upkeeping of my Great-Grandmother's home, they're just doing it for their image! They're just acting like they give a shit because they feel that they are "Supposed to."
I can't take it anymore! Today, I've counted over fifteen knocks at my door! All of them asking me to do something.
I wish they would just leave me alone! It's like I can't fucking breathe in my own home!
My Grandparents seem to think that this is their house so everything should be ran they way they see fit.
My Aunt and Uncle seem think that they can criticize the condition of my home right infront of me without me saying anything about it.
And the funniest thing about it is....none of them even live within a mile of my home! Hell, my Aunt and Uncle don't even live in this state but for some reason, they are all here all the time!
I really need to get out of this place! And I would be gone everyday if I could get away from all of their requests, every-fucking-five seconds!
It's as if i'm a goddamn slave, I'm not even joking.
I swear, if you were here for the past two weeks or so this is all you would hear:
1. "DaiQuan, can you go to the store for me?" (This is the most frequently asked request.)
2. "DaiQuan do you have ten dollars?" (They ask this as if i'm a ATM machine.)
3. "DaiQuan, can you sign this Paper?" (I MUST have the guennius world record for signed forms by now.)
4. "DaiQuan, do you have a plunger?" (They have asked this so many times I bought three, so that they
would just leave me alone!)
5. "DaiQuan, does your Mother have a culing Iron?" (HOW IN THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW?)
6. "DaiQuan, can you turn the channel for me?" (My Aunt asks this of me, EVERYTIME I pass the TV! The funny thing is, she are sitting right there!)
7. "DaiQuan, can you go to the Pharmacy and fax this for me?" (Sometimes, I think that I actually WORK for these people!)
And the funniest part of it is, when I'm sitting down trying to write a new story or get some work done in my room....THERE'S another knock at the door!
I'm sooooo tired of it all. I don't feel like speaking, they say I have an attitude. I don't want to do something for them, they ask me "What's wrong?" I was sitting down, reading (As usual.), they say I need to relax....this place is impossible!
Here we go again....someone is knocking at the goddamn door right now!
It's was my Cousin....asking for help with some bags down stairs, like nobody else can help her do it!
THEIR are five peoplw over there right now that could help her but she had to knock on my door.
This is the fifth time in the past twenty minutes that I had to help someone do something!
Jesus, I hope my Mom comes home soon or else I'm gonna have a stroke, my damn self!
Stress is a bliss!
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