"Lightning flashes across the sky, East to West, do or die."-Bono
Tomorrow is going to be pretty big for me. It's going to be a "make or break" day between Mia and I.
It's simple as that. Either she will give me the ONE chance that I'm asking for or she simply won't.
I understand that some of you don't agree with my descision to continue my involvment with her but this is something that I have to do....just to make sure.
It's impossible to exsplain just how much I care for her but then again, I've always had a unique point of view. Most people wouldn't understand.
In less than twenty-four hours from now, I'll either have the girl I've been longing for or I'll just remain the same.
In the end, everything happens for a reason. It's going to be pretty interesting to see just how this all turns out but there's no stopping it now. It's at the point of no return.
I know that this may be confusing for those of you who are keeping up with these blogs but everything will be SO much clearer by the end of tomorrow.
Since my previous blog, Mia and I have come to one final conclusion together....We'll just see how everything turns out tomorrow.
I care for her alot and I hope this all works out but I'm ready for a letdown if push comes to shove.
It all comes down to this one last day. This one final descision that will decide alot for me.
If at the end of the day, things DO work out, not only will I be happy but it would lead me to some closure.
Not only closure from this CHAOTIC year but also closure from a few events from the past.
If at the end of the day, this DOESN'T work out, I won't be as happy but I'll be content just knowing the true, honest answer that will give me peace of mind from the situation.
My guard still remains up.
My mind still remains open.
I've thought everything out and now, I'm ready for whatever comes my way.
Tomorrow: The day that will either give Mia and I a new, closer relationship together or tear us apart.
[Sigh]
Wish me luck, cause it's time to put up or shut up now. This is it. The last say. The final stretch before we know if it all ends here or if it all goes forward into the future.
Stay tuned for more....
Tomorrow is going to be pretty big for me. It's going to be a "make or break" day between Mia and I.
It's simple as that. Either she will give me the ONE chance that I'm asking for or she simply won't.
I understand that some of you don't agree with my descision to continue my involvment with her but this is something that I have to do....just to make sure.
It's impossible to exsplain just how much I care for her but then again, I've always had a unique point of view. Most people wouldn't understand.
In less than twenty-four hours from now, I'll either have the girl I've been longing for or I'll just remain the same.
In the end, everything happens for a reason. It's going to be pretty interesting to see just how this all turns out but there's no stopping it now. It's at the point of no return.
I know that this may be confusing for those of you who are keeping up with these blogs but everything will be SO much clearer by the end of tomorrow.
Since my previous blog, Mia and I have come to one final conclusion together....We'll just see how everything turns out tomorrow.
I care for her alot and I hope this all works out but I'm ready for a letdown if push comes to shove.
It all comes down to this one last day. This one final descision that will decide alot for me.
If at the end of the day, things DO work out, not only will I be happy but it would lead me to some closure.
Not only closure from this CHAOTIC year but also closure from a few events from the past.
If at the end of the day, this DOESN'T work out, I won't be as happy but I'll be content just knowing the true, honest answer that will give me peace of mind from the situation.
My guard still remains up.
My mind still remains open.
I've thought everything out and now, I'm ready for whatever comes my way.
Tomorrow: The day that will either give Mia and I a new, closer relationship together or tear us apart.
[Sigh]
Wish me luck, cause it's time to put up or shut up now. This is it. The last say. The final stretch before we know if it all ends here or if it all goes forward into the future.
Stay tuned for more....
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