"Some days are better than others."-Bono
And here I am. Back from the big day out.
Today has been a interesting one. Alot has been said. Alot has been done.
It looks like alot more is still to come. (Think about what I said in my previous blog.)
Today has been a day spent, mostly in thought. Mostly, within my mind. Mostly, within my plans for both the not-so-distant and distant future.
I'm happy. Mia and I are closer now than ever before.
She amazed me today like she's never done before and she's shown me things today that only VERY few people (Joe, Kris and Jason.) have ever shown me. (It's hard to exsplain. It's a feeling of infinite loyalty, I guess you could say. I only get that feeling from VERY FEW people....a chosen few. A sign?)
On top of that, I've never felt closer to anyone before as much as I did with her today.
As usual, It was a feeling of relief when I was around her but for some reason the feeling of connection seemed stronger than usual.
It's usually a feeling of holding back with her but today, that feeling was no place to be seen. She was completly open with me and I was completly open with her.
There was no secrecy and there was no disappointment. Everything was fine today....ecept for the weather. She seemed to be "The same but different".
The same as in: Beautiful, fun, original, artistic, silly.
Different as in: Less secretive, Less frustrated, More energized, etc. (I've done enough bitching by now for you guys to know what I mean.
)
But, seriously, I had a good time today.
As for if we're going out, she said, "Give me some more time. That's not a "no" though."
And you know something....I can respect that because she doesn't want to rush and I don't want her to rush either.
I'd wait a million years for her but in the end, that's easier said than done.
But, yeah, I've waited this long, I can wait a bit longer for her. She's worth it....I can see things in her that nobody else can.
Although I have the strongest feeling that she'll give me a chance, I'm STILL not going to get too comforatable....being the person I am, I simply can't.
I'm just gonna give it a little more time to rest on her mind for now but in my mind, I kinda think I know where this whole thing is going but I've been wrong before.
And here I am. Back from the big day out.
Today has been a interesting one. Alot has been said. Alot has been done.
It looks like alot more is still to come. (Think about what I said in my previous blog.)
Today has been a day spent, mostly in thought. Mostly, within my mind. Mostly, within my plans for both the not-so-distant and distant future.
I'm happy. Mia and I are closer now than ever before.
She amazed me today like she's never done before and she's shown me things today that only VERY few people (Joe, Kris and Jason.) have ever shown me. (It's hard to exsplain. It's a feeling of infinite loyalty, I guess you could say. I only get that feeling from VERY FEW people....a chosen few. A sign?)
On top of that, I've never felt closer to anyone before as much as I did with her today.
As usual, It was a feeling of relief when I was around her but for some reason the feeling of connection seemed stronger than usual.
It's usually a feeling of holding back with her but today, that feeling was no place to be seen. She was completly open with me and I was completly open with her.
There was no secrecy and there was no disappointment. Everything was fine today....ecept for the weather. She seemed to be "The same but different".
The same as in: Beautiful, fun, original, artistic, silly.
Different as in: Less secretive, Less frustrated, More energized, etc. (I've done enough bitching by now for you guys to know what I mean.
)But, seriously, I had a good time today.
As for if we're going out, she said, "Give me some more time. That's not a "no" though."
And you know something....I can respect that because she doesn't want to rush and I don't want her to rush either.
I'd wait a million years for her but in the end, that's easier said than done.
But, yeah, I've waited this long, I can wait a bit longer for her. She's worth it....I can see things in her that nobody else can.
Although I have the strongest feeling that she'll give me a chance, I'm STILL not going to get too comforatable....being the person I am, I simply can't.
I'm just gonna give it a little more time to rest on her mind for now but in my mind, I kinda think I know where this whole thing is going but I've been wrong before.
EVENTS
February 2007: Mia and I first meet each other.
May/18/07: Mia and I take our first walk together.
August/27/07: Mia and I start talking again after a summer of not being in touch due to that creep who's out of the picture now, thank god.
September/18/07: Mia and I hang out with each other after nearly three months of not seeing each other.
October/18/07: Mia and I spend the day together for the first time. She also held my hand for the first time on this day.
October/22/07: Mia espresses her feelings for me. (: She feels the same way for me. :)
October/24/07 (Today): Mia and I spent the day together for the second time. She fell asleep on my shoulder for the first time and she also met my dad! (Pure coincidence.)
From here, I don't know where it's going to go but I hope it's good....It's looking pretty good from here but you never know.
I mean, I care for her alot. Alot! ALOT!
She's a great girl. She's special to me.
I'm hoping for the best. Hope with me!!!!
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